Addicted to Chaos

Only yesterday they told me you were gone All these normal people, will I find another one? Monkey on my back, aching in my bones I forgot you said one day you'll walk alone I said I need you, does that make me wrong? Am I a weak man, are you feeling strong? My heart was blackened, it's bloody red A hole in my heart, a hole in my head! Who will help me up? Where's the helping hand? Will you turn on me? Is this my final stand? In a dream I cannot see Tangled abstract fallacy Random turmoil builds in me I'm addicted, **addicted to chaos** Light shined on my path Turn bad days into good Turn breakdowns into blocks, I smashed 'em 'cause I could My brain was labored, my head would spin Don't let me down, don't give up, don't give in The rain comes down, cold wind blows The plans we made are back up on the road Turn up my collar, welcome the unknown Remember that you said One day you'll walk alone Who will help me up? Where's the helping hand? Will you turn on me? Is this my final stand? In a dream I cannot see Tangled abstract fallacy Random turmoil builds in me I'm **addicted to chaos** Who will help me up? Where's the helping hand? Will you turn on me? Is this my final stand? In a dream I cannot see (in a dream I cannot see) Tangled abstract fallacy (tangled abstract fallacy) Random turmoil builds in me (random turmoil builds in me) Bills bills bills In a dream I cannot see (in a dream I cannot see) Tangled abstract fallacy (tangled abstract fallacy) Random turmoil builds in me (random turmoil builds in me) I'm addicted, **addicted to the chaos** Addicted, addicted, to chaos, chaos Addicted to chaos, chaos